Saturday, September 03, 2005
my life is going to stuck . one customer come to find me and ask me why , how , wat to do , which one should choose . when i solve the problem , this customer go away but another come to find me again. same situation but more difficult. well , again i solve it using plenty times. at tat moment , i feel i'm free. nothing happen to me again. none. can play around , smiling around. greeting everybody. but , the happy moment are short. in a second , it changes. everything change. something make me think until very serious. something tat make me moody. something tat make me think alone and silent. is everything happening in front of me real or false? or just a joke? i wan freedom but something stop me. him. yes , he stop me doing tat. i try to let go my problems , but he stop it. i try to forget him but wherever i go , will heard until his name or saw until him. this keep remind me about him. well , i'm guessing when will this end . it will be happy ending or sad ending ? i'm guessing it ...
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@ 11:45 AM
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