see what the fuck time is now. must thinking i'm crazy to update blog at this time. well , something happen again. my family.. haiz. i dunno how to solve this problem wif my 15 years old mental. the day before yesterday , my mum and dad come back from thailand. everything looks perfect , but always till late night. there must happen a quarrel between them. yesterday , when i come home.. my eldest brother was at home. my mum have a talk wif him wif the door lock. not letting me entering it. my brother shut it and ask me go study or do watever thing outside. just now to step in. i know he dun wan me to know so much thing , my brain cant think alot of things yet now having exam. a girl that only 15 years old , in ppl mind.. is a young age , but.. at this age , we already know many many things. we have our own feelings , space.. but , i cant even spoke a word. just stay at a corner , watching and listen what had happen.

just now , i heard my mum sobbing. i guess , my dad has told something bad to her or watever things. say so many things , in conclusion.. also saying the stupid fucking thai lady. but i managed to sleep.. around 3am like that , my mum rush to my brother's room. telling him what my dad had told. hey , really damn lah. make me cant sleep anymore somemore today exam. my dad is wrong . i know it , but how could i see my family tore into pieces just because of the lady. my two brothers woke up and told my dad. my 2nd brother very anger and yelling at dad. well , me only at room sobbing. dad hurt mum alot.. i know what does it feel when ur lover hurt u when ur heart already being stab for million million times and become pieces of heart that need a long time to recover. i guess , girls out there will understand the feelings. after tat , my brothers have a talk wif dad in the room and lock up the door. i go comfort my mum.. then she phone to my aunt in the room. well , outside the room left me alone.

FUCKING PROBLEM!!!
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